Penyeksaan Dalaman

Hey hari ni aku ada penyakit wanita, and tengah meraikan penyakit ni dgn juraian air mata ha ha geli. bukan selalu meh, so perlu enjoy -.-"

Put that aside, baru hari ni aku dapat semangat nak pg lecture. Nak concentrate (konon! haha). Nak jot down ape lecturer ckp (konon! lagi). Took 2 days huh, my bad. So lepas ni baru la ade semangat nak study babeyh. Notes hari isnin n selasa pun dah update, (KONON! gagaga) woohoo! Why so sudden huh ade semangat. sbb hari ni hari Rabu. Lusa hari? Jumaat. Weeewit! 

Esok first presentation  for this sem. Excited? Biasa je. Cuma nak settlekan cepat2, malas nak pk nanti otak serabut, hati pun sakit. Hee saje emo, please don't misinterpret. Okay bye, have a nice day (dah petang dah pun)

p/s : my stomach says HI. woooooooot

Hey Friday

aku tau arashi boleh buat aku senyum and gelak sorang2.
hahah pathetic gila, whatever lah.


bila dekat kelas, rasa mcm ape yg aku belajar tu tak masuk dlm otak.
(bukan macam, memang)
rasa nak balik bilik cepat-cepat.
bila balik bilik, mcm org sasau pulak.
melepek sana-sini. 
tengok cerita yg org kate best, tp aku tengok takde feeling.
cerita sedih pun aku x faham ape yg sedih.
yg lawak lagilah aku tak faham ape yg lawak.


and bila pergi page arashi dekat fb, ade gambar2 baru.
ah finally.


:) 
at least i've got a concrete reason to smile, 
even if that's what people call as gedik and takde life and WHAT SO EVER,
 i don't care.
mind your own business before you mind others. 


p/s : esok, esok, dan esok. that's another concrete reason for me to smile. Friday!

Harass = Arrest

Last night we had our dinner outside. A random yet surprising conversation between me and Aiman my bro before entering the car.

Aiman ; Ngah, Aiman nak HARASS kak ngah. (He was holding my hand, firmly)

Me ; WHAT??! Harass tu ape? (I don't think he knows what harass means, that's why I was shocked)

Aiman ; Aiman nak ARREST kak ngah la. Jgn bergerak, anda ditahan. *bodoh!*

You could never guess my facial expression that time. Like, What? Nak harass aku? Jadah? I even thought of attacking him like he's the real perpetrator IF he really harasses me, hahah baka! Miss Prema, be proud, I was thinking of YOU on that time! :D

p/s : Those who were born in 1990 (Most of my friends) hate the fact that they're turning 20 this year. Bahah, well, I'm 19 babeyh. Be jealous, at least for now. :) 

bloody monday pt 2

Lepas habis study Bloody Monday, rase lost. 

Bosan la. Tak tau nak watpe.

Nak Bloody Monday season 2.

Japgi delete update cm harem ni.

P/S; cepat cakap get a life dekat aku. cepat.

bloody monday

Aku tengah tengok Bloody Monday. Tak nak cakap bnyk, baru smpai episod 5 last night, pastu ta larat dah, terus tdo. Smart gila cite ni, bg akulah, sbb i know nothing about hacking semua tu. That guy cool gila, dahlah smart, dh mcm Michael Scofield dah, plak tu dy syg and protective gila kat adik dia, AHH. *sigh.

Kalau kau suka Prison Break, layan ah ni. Sebab suspense dia sumpah muka aku berkerut-kerut sbb cuak nak tengok what happens next. Tak ngeri, tapi suspense. Kalau kau suka cerita pasal infectious diseases mcm 28 Weeks Later or cite zombi, layan ah ni sbb cite ni pasal virus Bloody Monday. Sedih tengok org yg dah infected meninggal pelan-pelan.. Macammane kalau benda mcm ni betul2 trjadi? Ya Allah takut gila..Sbnanye skarang ni Bloody Monday 2 dah nak air (or dah?) HAHAHAH again, aku lmbt lagi haha. 

Oh aku mcm lupa hari ni 31 Disember 2009, esok new year, tapi seriously takde feeling. Haha, lantak lah. Ape? Azam tahun baru? Hahaha tak payah la weh, aku mmg hangat2 taik ayam. Kalau dpt result teruk, terus excited nak struggle, taknak main2. In the end, study last minute gak. So pd aku azam ni mcm buat aku lg tak brsemangat, sbb nt aku fikir 'Niat dah ade pun dah cukup baik la'. Memang loser kan prinsip aku, aku tau. Semua org winner, aku loser, The Biggest Loser. (eh?) Ahh ape-apelah. Aku nak sambung tengok cite ni, jgn kacau!

p/s : suka gila bab cite zombie! ahh takde cite zombie baru ke?